crumplee

on this not late hours. I've been thinking about something. Honestly, I feel bad. I wanna be a good man. BE a kind girl that lighten up others day. happy to watch some smiling, some laughing. sit among simple happiness.

you know what? I'm wrong. I'm totally messed it up. Running it up.I'm so arrogant that make me so down and down. nothing I could do. I should really do. and in fact I didn't do. I just pretending to have it and done with that. I just realized, that I'm so much terrible. Arrogant get me nowhere, thinking nothing. making my life so pathetic.

I keep asking to myself. are you feel patient enough?
but my arrogant side whisphers "yes you are"
but I'm not,aren't I?

conclusion is ......

I wanna try it again. There is no reason to give up
there is no..
bismillahirrohmanirrohim.............GUide me Dear Allah SWT, forgive all my bad, please...