Kamis, 27 September 2012

new activity,...new problem to solve

hello ..
i'm still here, in my light brown room..the warm ones-industrial city effects..

ohh with blessed health i hope.. :)

hi again and thanks for reading this mess and thank you so much for coming into my complicated beautiful life mwaahahhahaha >_< seriously please just smile when you read this.. hhehe it would feel good, even in the worst day. smile always do their job clearly. from the bottom of our heart until soul and psycology.

routine? things going zig zag lately.., sometime flat, for a moment going up with much emosional feelings, like love, hate,envy, and more.. these thousands feelings may hard too spell but may sweet to describe...
 
handling a life must be so much learning time huh?? but i guess we could stop it.

talking about handling life I've been wrong i guess...
I'm joining an organizational giving education, attention and somehow affection for a street child..
 theese child is so much fun, they all have different character, and need a different way to educate but i dont have that much talents or creative act to get them my lesson,,

i hate when i couldnt do sumtin...espesially when i really like it.. but there is no time for thinking it over and over. we need to make a goal. i have my goal. yes i have my goal. i would try my best then ...please pray for me...and thanks so much.... :')

there is a girl, named aprilia.. she's a beautiful cute girl. about 4/5 years old. she even cant write and read. a...b...c...d...e...s...... if you ask her an alfabet.. i hate when i say these.. i try a lot, to make her know or curious bit i'm FAILED...
i talked w/her, bout her dad, moms, activity and a little bit of her emotional feelings.. i captured she loves her dad much and missing so much too.. wanna looks different but there is nothing to put in. shy but have an unbearable brave deep down inside...hmmmmmmmm she has a cute smile too :) but she always get bored when she figure out a problem.. i want to say that its okay if she doesnt understand it, just keep patient and earn more power for another task, but i dont have any ...

I bought her colorfull pens, learning book... but i cant get it...
those plans just works for some minutes, not continued...:( even i make a duck from "2" to make her want to learn alfabets and numbers.. but still i failed...

 I have another plan.. I'll buy an origami next week... closed to her each week and looking for a hidden time to make she knows that learning is so much fun and a must..

yeahh.. todays problems is making them realized that they're just playing around but in fact learning, hmmm bismillah............

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