what is it then?

I have been taking an english course, near my home town, about 1 month and 3 weeks. Accidentally, i got wrong package. actually it's really okay, I admitt and realize that I get much things that I could learn from this package. Do you know what is it? ha3, I've Taken a Teaching Target Class,.. mwahahha. (FYI) teaching target includes how to speaking, grammars, pronunciation and other,this is what I want, because I like to learn much in English, but i mislead the name, last time I didnt know that this package named Teaching target, that the team will be projected to be a teacher. ha3. yes! it means that i will be expected to be a teacher in the appropriate time

but again, I'm okay with all that rules. in fact i'm really happy, being a teacher is my dreams. i wanna having much time with children and sharing about hows life is! my course have a project to teach junior high school student, and i dare to join that. so, next week i will be in Jepara and be a 2 weeks teacher, mwahahaha >o<

hmm, honestly there is something bothering, and this cant be described as nervous. I'm afraid that I would do somethings wrong And there will be a victim. i'll try to tell others, about my problems, but i think they not really into it, my tutors seems so trust and belive in me. gosh! I'm more afraid to doing any mistakes now. :(

I'm not a good entertainer, I cant steal anybody attention,but i must be able to get an attention from my students, aren't I? :', gods,... give a hand please hhuhu
i ever heard from somebody that if I couldnt take my audience attention, I'm just nothing, eventhough I'm mastering the idea, it'll no use then. and i'm agree with that.

I'm getting a little dizzy and sleepy,... okay, i'll be post my story when i arrive in jepara :) god willing